Sunday, May 23, 2010

disappointed

today i on her account...i juz wanted to help her work pets and play nightclub city..
when i on her nightclub city...i saw she hire a guy which i dun like...her admirer?
jus feel like down...aft tat, i straight click on the guy profile...she did contact wif him still...
my feelings was FUCKING DISAPPOINTED because, she LIED again...
she told me, nv contact wif him anymore...nv thk anymore....and forget everything..
but in her heart, she still loves and likes him, still thk of him...and remember him...
she cant control herself to find him bek...she cant control to forget him...
she is everything which just wanted him to chat wif her and want herself to get loved from him..
although she say no, but i noe what;s on her mind and what's she thinking...
i reli disappointed..shud i leave it, or shud or take action?
if take action, what shud i do?
break? or giv chance again? or wait her to explain?
my feeling now is totally disappointed and wanted to choose BREAK...
i dun care she find him bek after break, becoz my heart totally broken and hopeless on her..
she is just SUCH UNTRUSTED GAL...good looking gal without a TRUST, without a MATURE thinking...what for i wan her to stay?
i will reconsider everything..i wun SAD anymore...i promise to myself..